this is sadness unreal

A thread, a spinning cloth of time
My existence clothed in nothing mine
Rather kept in pure cold waters
purer than anything i'd gather

Frozen in time and kept at bay
far from me, from danger away
Never thought it'd come to this, not for me
Never thought there was more to see
than all the thoughts i've had unkempt
and all the times i had pure intent
this is me forgotten at last?
free from scrutiny's final pass?
i guess i'll never be alone again
when there's no one here to love anyway