Deep down in my soul I feel it
All this heaviness inside
And I don’t know how to purge the doubt
Yeah, even though I’ve tried.
So I will ache a little deeper
The words will numb the pain.
I don’t know why I’m sad or tired
But light will come again.
Through the murky fog inside
I’ll try my best to work and serve
But even the brightest lights burn out.
Even the strongest men break down.
Cinders, ashes, coal and rock
That’s what I feel in the pit of my gut
Oh God, it feels like I’m not alive
Dear Lord, save me, why can’t I cry?