notlove

why am i addicted to the tragic

why does my blood sing for the broken

is there something in me, irrevocably

snapped

that makes me gravitate

to those who are as sick as me?

why do i love those with hollows inside

why can’t i seek something healthy?

is it because i have never known health and so

it feels foreign? it feels like I

don’t deserve that life?

 

why does the idea of someone whole loving me

feel like an impossible dream?

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