i scream and claw at Heart
EACH NIGHTDARK WHISPERS HATING-THINGS
I want to take back what I didn’t say
The gnawing grows wider and I cannot quench the fire
I love but I cannot give in
let me hold your pain and fire, let me feel the lightning in your eyes
i cannot let this… exist
You pulled me up to dance
He filled my veins with shadow
Love cannot hurt me more than silence
The relief I feel
“You either feel it or you don’t.”
But the lyrics flew and caught my heart
You spoke in whispers and sunlight
When brown meets green. The trees
i seek absolution from the starrer of the skies
my starving heart desires.
I can feel the sunrays healing
Love is the warrior facing this fear.
What is this uncertainty
But the highs are so windy, so brightly sharp over the city
But I will lift my voice above the roar
Felt this familiar, comforting
Don’t let him know his eyes invade your waking nights and dreaming days
Someday I will kiss you again
And let the warmth of joy remain.
I am good
I discover, endless summer
She left and part of me went to sleep
I held fast to the loneliness grinding my bones.
But my heartbeat trails behind.
I lost everyone I need.
Impossible to deny.
We climb the clouds like ladders as we sing our praising songs
I call for a name that no longer exists.
I will simply call it a night
Elohim Shama, I want to listen as well as I’m heard.
When will this grief stop its roaming, and settle
How can I fight? I am weary
Verde, verde, me duele el corazón
I will not give in to the shadows or the bleeding.
I know who you were, and who you made me, and how you kept the loneliness at bay for so many
You are gone, and no life will replace you.
I feel small, I feel nothing
And you are still dead;
I do not want to live in a bubble of pain
You are the only reason I still sing
My king and my light, my guide will decide
and solitude is no longer a curse
But you are gone. Each new breath, empty morning
I no longer want to roam
I wish I knew how to leave the ledge but I know I cannot fly
For a while, in the dark, you’ll have never died.
I close my eyes and see demise
I know I am in love
My dear, I’m wholly in love with your rhetoric.