I feel so trapped in my own thoughts, so

Ensnared by all that I am not

I wish I could just feel what IS

stop waiting for something to

Fix

This

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Abdomen

Wow, finally has

Something common caught up with me?

As simple as five percent of people

Including me?

What irony

To be undone by

Something vestigial.

Man, just let me breathe!

I see reassurance everywhere but

Nothing touches the fear

Please help me slip away. Oh God,

This is all too painful

I’m so overwhelmed

Please

Take it all

From me

The flood of pain was finally too much

I grieved at last, I screamed and

GOD I JUST

CAN’T

Empty me, this vessel no longer

Has anything to give

Let me pass away into dust

Let me no longer

Live

At least, not like this

I don’t know what’s going on, but

I refuse to let fear guide my way.

I am no longer giving control of my life

Over to pain.

Still, it hurts

That you couldn’t even say goodnight.