Jamás

Flooding-oil turns my skin

Blocks the stars and light within

Every laugh is tainted shame

I CANNOT BEAR THESE BURNS AGAIN

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Good blood burns like smoke and bone,

The current tugs away my home.

My flutter-feet desire the wind

My gypsy gaze pools distastefully

I do not want any of this future

Or

history

Sharp stalking scissor-stress
Hot with fever, tracing my mess
The bile pushes at my lungs 
The sorrow wedges itself deeper in my blood

Veins that tighten and push nausea instead of red
I feel the sickness swirling through my matter
Each cell a slice of pain and confusion 
CUT ME UP AND SERVE THEM ON A PLATTER

Unknown

I feel like I never said your name,

And

You only ever said mine. 

So long we wandered around together, and

How much time did I spend

Trying to… hide?
I was a monster in love with my reflection now I will say his name and love the taste of the inflection please help me stop this sad obsession make me someone by making me no one.