i am grateful in this moment, in this instant, for this time

am happy the stars are back and lighting up my mind

today i love him, today i’m fine

i refuse to wait for the day to end.



Has my trauma changed its form?

A deadly illness, starving-worm

Am I cursed to walk the earth, a

New impossible every morn?

Why can’t I leave the shadows behind? They change

Their shape

And follow me

I hate their voices, despise their smiles

But I can’t stop letting them crawl



What can I do

To finally be free?

Someone tell them I’m

Done wandering