find the cold hollow inside. Hang on. Sink your claws in strong. Dull the pain and r u n
What is this uncertainty
My sneering-heart decides.
I de-rail love and time.
I hate this trembling weeping mess
This weakness, static-filled lioness
Please cut the icicles from my cheeks
Grate them down to bone and bleed
Help me stop being me
Flooding-oil turns my skin
Blocks the stars and light within
Every laugh is tainted shame
I CANNOT BEAR THESE BURNS AGAIN
Open doors are invitations
Haunting curses, lamentations
Seal the entrance, bar the wound
Make your heart a gravel tomb.
Good blood burns like smoke and bone,
The current tugs away my home.
My flutter-feet desire the wind
My gypsy gaze pools distastefully
I do not want any of this future
What, of course, the acid burns my chest
The ice cubes melt my rest
I feel sick and dark instead
Colors blur my blood-beat, dead
The shadows bleed deep in my veins
I know now why my heartbeat strains