Here is where the uncertainty unfolds
The fear surrounds and threatens now
But I will lift my voice above the roar
I will scream your praise in the lashing storm
There is no flood that can sweep your love away
My flesh may fail but my God, YOU REMAIN.
find the cold hollow inside. Hang on. Sink your claws in strong. Dull the pain and r u n
Let spill the sizzling hilt of sword
that dams your flooding blood with steel
the lapping blade, its greedy stains
which bring the coping rain.
My vision blurs, I sink and swirl
and every cell within.
my poison will never win
I vomit ink to cure the meat
of pages of empty sin.
Make me a steak of refusal-fate
and I’ll spit in my hand and grin.
I’ll slay whatever filthy hound
would cut my bile with gin.
I don’t know who I am when all these wordlets nip my skin
What is this uncertainty
My sneering-heart decides.
I de-rail love and time.
I hate this trembling weeping mess
This weakness, static-filled lioness
Please cut the icicles from my cheeks
Grate them down to bone and bleed
Help me stop being me
Flooding-oil turns my skin
Blocks the stars and light within
Every laugh is tainted shame
I CANNOT BEAR THESE BURNS AGAIN
Open doors are invitations
Haunting curses, lamentations
Seal the entrance, bar the wound
Make your heart a gravel tomb.