What, of course, the acid burns my chest

The ice cubes melt my rest

I feel sick and dark instead

Colors blur my blood-beat, dead

The shadows bleed deep in my veins

I know now why my heartbeat strains



I feel, I feel! Anger and joy and

Trembling-relief, the madness-leaves

Spiraling shaking in the breeze

They fall like autumn, sleep like seeds

I cry for the joy that I’m angry and free


I feel like I never said your name,


You only ever said mine. 

So long we wandered around together, and

How much time did I spend

Trying to… hide?
I was a monster in love with my reflection now I will say his name and love the taste of the inflection please help me stop this sad obsession make me someone by making me no one.