Tears stir my eyes as I

Embrace the truth in

these lies

I live for the high

And curse your name while I fly, or




I have forgotten how to be afraid
The star-bursts cannot sting or break
Their lightning slides off every wound.

I no longer give my heart

To fire-walkers, chaos-stars
My blood-beat burns alone.
I am on my own


You challenge me

You ignite me with sparks, they travel my bones
The windy wayward valleys of my heart and soul

I grapple with my understanding of you

Frustration and fear, longing and love
I face destruction and growth, courage 
And chaos

Of this world where every pain haunts me
You are now my weakness