You could be a great man someday, but you’re not now. And I’m letting go of you. If you return to me changed in many years, full of God and life and new purpose, we may be together. But now, as of today, I do not wish to be part of who and how you currently are. I wish you all the best. God had me in his hands and I’m not afraid. He has someone wonderful and Godly and faithful for me, and I hope you can be that for someone someday. I hope you “grow up”, as you say you need to. You swear you love me and this is strictly what God wants. I don’t know if you’re using that as an excuse. I don’t know if you want to pursue someone else. What I do know is that God is protecting me from something I always asked him to protect me from, and he is just and loves me and will take care of me. I’m so thankful to have my God. He’s going to help me forgive you and not to be bitter. As for everything else, and knowing the truth… Only time will tell, as we used to say about us. Time will tell. But I’m moving on now.